Chronic hat Stress im RL und deswegen gehen wir nun getrennte Wege. Es liegt also scheinbar nicht an mir. Trotzdem frage ich mich die ganze Zeit, ob ich etwas falsch gemacht habe und warum ich in SL so ein Pech mit Männern habe. Ich meine, klar habe ich meine Macken, aber meiner Meinung nach bin ich trotzdem eine nette, liebenswerte Frau.
Mir ging es ja sowieso schon nicht so gut die letzten zwei Tage, aber das toppt natürlich alles. Ich bin traurig, verletzt, fange immer wieder an zu weinen, habe letzte Nacht kaum geschlafen... Ich vermisse ihn sehr. Es hätte so schön werden können, es passte so gut mit uns. *seufz*
Jetzt stehe ich wieder da und bin etwas orientierungs- und planlos, fühle mich einsam und alles ist einfach doof. Es kostet mich viel Energie und Kraft. Und es wird eine Weile dauern, bis ich darüber hinweg bin.
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Since yesterday I'm single again. Sometimes I hate it that my gut feeling is right. I had sensed it since Monday evening.
Chronic is under stress in RL and that's why we go our separate ways now. So it's not my fault. Nevertheless, I wonder all the time, if I did something wrong and why I have such bad luck with men in SL. I mean, sure, I have my flaws, but I think I'm still a nice, lovable woman.
I haven't been feeling well for last two days anyway, but of course that outmatches everything. I'm sad, hurt, start to cry over and over again, I hardly slept last night... I miss him very much. It could have been so nice, we fit very well. *sighs*
Now I'm standing here and am a bit unoriented and aimless, feel lonely und everything is just bleh. It costs me a lot of energy and strength. And it will take a while until I'm over it.
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Since yesterday I'm single again. Sometimes I hate it that my gut feeling is right. I had sensed it since Monday evening.
Chronic is under stress in RL and that's why we go our separate ways now. So it's not my fault. Nevertheless, I wonder all the time, if I did something wrong and why I have such bad luck with men in SL. I mean, sure, I have my flaws, but I think I'm still a nice, lovable woman.
I haven't been feeling well for last two days anyway, but of course that outmatches everything. I'm sad, hurt, start to cry over and over again, I hardly slept last night... I miss him very much. It could have been so nice, we fit very well. *sighs*
Now I'm standing here and am a bit unoriented and aimless, feel lonely und everything is just bleh. It costs me a lot of energy and strength. And it will take a while until I'm over it.
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